GLOOMY DAYS

As

if

i've

no

place to go

no

roads to run

no

space to breath

no

rooms to hide

no

nothing

I wonder how life would be if i have chosen the opposite? Do you think i would experience the same thing? Or i would have a peaceful life?????

Nobody know's what lies ahead. Wish i can foresee what's in the future.

My days are so gloomy. Can't see any light to where i'm heading to. Don't even know what to do. Shall i decide now or think more to have the best decision.

A NICE ARTICLE ABOUT LOVE

by Swami Vivekananda

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you .

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.

Advise, but don't order.

Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring."

Passing thought... Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....

Life is beautiful!!! Live it!!!

SWIMMING

If there's one sport closest to my heart that would be ...... swimming. One reason why i love swimming is that i think was really born as a swimmer.

I remember how my stepdad had taught me to swim at an early age of 4. Everytime we come to the river he would always throw us (me and my brother) into the water and because we're afraid to get drowned and be carried by the water to a deeper level we started to kick our feet or just float. Just imagine how many times i was able to drink the water of that river considering that near us some carabao's are there...yakksss...

Then starting 6 years old, we spent most of our free times in the river. There was a time that we (w/ nhang) challenge other kids in reaching the river banks passing through the deepest level of water.

Till i reach highschool..... The Sisters of Mary School has a complete sports facility for all outdoor and indoor games. Our school is sorrounded w/ basketball & volleyball courts, 2 gymnasiums for table tennis, badminton, chess and others, the whole campus serves as the oval for the athletics and at the center of the school is the swimming pool. Here i've spent my free time and weekends for the practise. I was a freshmen when i started to play for our section and had so many wins for free style. By then the Instructor of swimming team asked me to join the Swimming Varsity Team for Little Milo Olympics. I have already spent one and half year for training in preparation for the olympics. Few months before the competition I told my trainor that i want to quit.

---the pool where i used to practice----

Then I was in college when i officially became a varisity representing the Catanduanes States Colleges for SCUAA. The photo show below is one of my photo during the SCUAA that was held in Daet, Camarines Sur year 2004.

---it's common for a swimmer to have a broad shoulder like mine---

---my teammates---

Happened to share it after watching the Swimming competition in Beijing China Olympics.

EMOTE EVER

When you live in pain, you tend not to see the bright side of life. You become blind, and all the things around you turns black. You even forget all the good things that a certain person has done on you. Instead you live each day remembering how they have hurt you. Wala lang naalala ko lang ulit ang inlaws ko...grrrr

Ewan ko ba, nasa emote mode ako ngaun cguro kasi marami lang akong naalala. Coinsidence lang cguro na after talking w/ my best regarding may family (father's side) bigla ko nmang naisipang panoorin ung Very Special Love sa Pinoy Channel. Sabi ng bestfriend ko kung nakakarelate daw ba ako kasi siya daw nakakarelate. Sabi ko oo, eh pano kasi pareho kaming may step bro and sis... nde kaya un ang dahilan kung bkit sa dami ng naging tampuhan nmin naiintindihan pa rin nmin ang isa't isa?