PASS TIME

Over a period of months, i have been watching korean movies online. It has been my way of entertaining myself at work whenever i feel so lazy to do my tasks or if i don't have anything to do at all. But what's not good about it was; when my boss would call me to do something i feel so irritated and if i could only tell him that i don't want to do it......:( I know it was not right coz i'm doing it on a working hour but what to do... anyway some of my friends are doing it as well...hehehehe....and besides my bosses didn't know about it yet and if they caught me i think they would understand coz they too has nothing to do.

If before i was contented watching videos/movies in YOUTUBE and CRUNCHYROLL, now i found a new site to watch..... MYSOJU. All Japanese, Taiwanese & Korean Telenovela and movies are avaialable here. Some of the movies which was deleted in Crunchyroll can be find here too.

And like most of other Filipinos' who can't catch for the afternoon teleserye, news, noon time shows on TFC or Orbit, PINOY CHANNEL is the best site to keep updated on what's happening in the Philippines.

THANKS BEST!

Dear Ma,

I was glad you had time to rest and relax even just for a month and a half. I hope you enjoyed your stay in Manila.

Hope to see you soon.

Bhing

Thanks Best for being so generous to let my mom and sis stay to your apartment for free. I wish i was there...but anyway it was good they had little bonding moment with my two sistah..i would find my own time also...hehehe

MY DAD & ME

I feel like crying upon reading this shout out of my Ate Yip "Dad God knows how I miss you dearly! Tnx for being an angel thru d difficult days of my life. You're the best father in the World! Love u so much" I know this month is my fathers death anniversary but I don't really know which date.

I had a life that no one would ever want to have. I was in grade one when i've known that the father whom i called Papa was not my real father. A week before the opening of classes Tito Ben (my father's cousin) brought some school supplies and told me that it was from my father. I was too young then to understand what was happening and why someone suddenly came to tell me that he was my father. We first met together with Tito Ben at a handicraft shop near Chicken House in Virac. That time I was to shy to come near to him para magmano if not of Tito Ben who keep on pushing me i think i won't do it. Our first meeting lasted for a minutes only and i didn't even say anything to him. The next meeting was about a year after at the house of Tito Ben in Rawis Virac and followed by another one. The last time was a week before my graduation in grade school. He asked me where am i gonna study highschool. And i told him that i have already passed the scholarship exam granted by a charity Institution - The Sisters of Mary School in Sta. Mesa Mla. At the same time i was just waiting for the result of entrance exam at the CSC Laboratory High School. He then told me not to study in Manila coz he promise to support my studies and since i will be studying in a convent like school run by Nun he was afraid that i'll become a Nun also.

The day of my graduation i was expecting he will be there to see me and that i'll be able to show him my academic awards but instead i received an evelope with money given by Ms. Carmen - my teacher who was their neighbor. I don't know what was that feeling i had that day for wanting to see him so much.

Then as early as May i went to Manila together with all the student who also passed the examination. I chose to study in Manila coz i feel more secure that i will finish my secondary studies since the institution offered it for free from head to foot. I was worried that if i stay at the province and hold on to his promise i might not be able to finish highschool and besides i would still witness how my mom and papa fight because of me though i was living with my grandma for the last two years of my grade school. All i want was to escape from the miserable life i had and run away from that usual scenario at home.

I never heard of him since i came to Manila until one day i received a letter from my mom that my father passed away, i was in second year then. I don't know what to react or to feel to that news coz the letter was on july and he died two months back. Mom says that months before he died Tito Ben asked her for the address of our school coz my father asked for it and he will try to visit me but he wasn't able to find it.

I never thought it would be our last meeting...i think it was the reason why i wanted to see him during my graduation even just for a while. It was sad coz i was actually hoping that time that hopefully for the next school yearly vacation i would be able to see him.

SAW YOUR ENEMY IN YOUR DREAM

Have you ever dreamed of your enemy or the person whom you hated most? To dream of your enemies maybe interpreted:

To see your enemy in your dream, represents opposing ideas and contradictory attitudes. It also represents something that you are in denial about or someone whom you are rejecting. Enemies may also represent the enemies within yourself and the inner conflict you have with yourself. Consider the phrase "I am my own worse enemy.". Perhaps you are trying to rid yourself of those aspects of your character.

I hate it when i dreamed of those person i don't like much more with those i hated so much. I don't know if what are other interpretation of dreaming the person you hated most esp when it's the same person you don't even want to hear the name. I'm wondering really why does this person has to come into my dreams! Good if it happens once but gosh it's the third time.

Anyway i'm glad how the dreams was about. They say when you dreamed early in the morning it might be interpreted as the contrary. Hope it will not! Coz if it will happen to that person i will be the first one to rejoice.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Mother's Love

Her love is like

an island in life's ocean,

vast and wide

A peaceful, quiet shelter

From the wind, the rain, the tide.

'Tis bound on the north by Hope,

By Patience on the West,

By tender Counsel on the South

And on the East by Rest.

Above it like a beacon light

Shine Faith, and Truth, and Prayer;

And thro' the changing scenes of life

I find a haven there.

Happy Mother's Day to All Mom in the World.

CONGRATS MANNY!

Once Again Manny has made it!

Left hand by Manny knocks out Hatton. It's a bit disappointing to have Manny vs Hatton's fight last only for two rounds. I guess like most of all the viewers around the world expect a very tight and 10-12 rounds fight maybe.

But anyway, congratulations to Manny Pacquiao! My officemate told me that Filipino's are very dangerous now...hehehehe