WHY ME LORD

...came across to this post from ASMSI forum...

THE CROSS

The young man was at the end of his rope .Seeing no way out,he dropped to his knees in prayer ."Lord, I can`t go on," I have too heavy a cross to bear" The Lord replied, " My son,if you can`t bear its weight,just place your cross inside this room.Then open that other door and pick out any cross you wish."The man filled with relief. "Thank u Lord", he sighed,and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door,he saw many crosses,some so large the tops were not visible.Then he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. " I`d like that one Lord," he whispered. And then the Lord replied, My son ,that is the cross you just brought in."

* When life`s problems seems overwhelming.it helps to look around,and see what other people are coping with. You may consider your self far more fortunate than u imagine.

I may not be carrying that much heavy cross with me now and i'm not even asking God why i am experiencing such problems right now coz i know there's a reason for all of this.....and He knows everything which our human mind can't fully understand...

All i wish now is to have a piece of mind...

A WORK IN PROGRESS

As I was reading the Gospel last night I come to weigh up my very own self. Being a member of CFC SFC – Dubai I have attended worships, prayer meetings and talks which draws me closer to Him. But in spite of this…still something is wrong with me. And I even hate myself for being like this. I wanted to get rid of this strange feeling but I don’t know how?

Oh Lord, I know this is part of your test…and am sure u constantly watches my responses to people, problems, success, conflict, illness, disappointment, and even my actions to simple matters….And every incident that I am encountering now has significance for my character development. I wanted and I tried to change oh God but I think it will take time. So please help me forget all the hurts and pains and let me love the people around me.

Oh Lord, I am lifting my very own self to you, change my heart oh God.

WHY I'M FEELING LIKE THESE...

I have this feeling which i don't really understand. As if something is bothering me. Well, is it because i've no worth for the whole day, meaning i have no achievements for the day.

If only this monitor can speak, maybe it will tell me "sheng make yourself busy so you wont feel depressed"...