I've mentioned it many times that I can only write when i'm down and hurting but then that day Nanay (granny - mother side) passed away, it's like i've lost all my energy that i can't even think of anything. I thought it would be the best time for me to express my feelings through writing but everything turned so dark that i can't even see myself, what was clear during that day was the anguish of losing someone so dear.
And now after a months of grief, i'll to be fully alive again. Thanks to Nanay who visited me twice in my dreams. Love you Nay:)