Seems that everyone will enjoy this month’s meme at Girls Talk, so for today's topic "First Crush", I will share you guys how I loved Mondays and how I hated weekends.
I shifted to another school when I was in grade 5 and in that school I’ve met the first person whom I was attracted to. We’re both on the same grade but he was joined to another section. He was the “Most Neat and Clean” in our batch.
His name is Morell Mariano. He was a transferee also to that school but he was one year ahead of me. Most of my classmates had a crush on him and even the lower grades but nobody knows that I had a crush on him too. It was few months before graduation when some of my friends have known that I admire him for being so neat and good looking. Then later they all have known it when I wrote the initial “M.M.” to “Who is your crush?” to one of the slum note which my classmate requested me to answer. There was no other boy who had the same initial so it was like I have no other reason to deny but tell them that “Yeah, he is my crush”
Hahahaha! I went home that day with a smile on my face coz without their knowledge I have been admiring that little boy for nearly two years already. It was an advantage for me that he/they didn’t know about it coz I can talk and come near to him and even play with him without my classmates teasing us…hehehe. They didn’t even know that those looks I had for him had meanings…..and that everytime i see him my heart beats faster....hehehe. They thought I was just a bridge to my close friend who’s having a crush with him also….
Then here it comes, Morell has known that he was my crush. That first Monday after knowing it he was the last person who entered their classroom after the flag ceremony and stayed at the door as if waiting for someone and when I was about to enter our room which is next to their room I saw him there smiling at me and I smiled back. We communicate that way…we never spoke to each other but deep within ourselves something binds us. Often I will give him fruits from our backyard and even biscuits without the knowledge of our classmates.
I always wanted to see him and I love Monday because it means that I have another 4 days to see him from a distance. I never come closer to him nor was he to avoid our classmates to tease us. I hated weekends because I won’t be able to see him. There was a time that I went to my Aunt whose house is opposite with their house where I tried to steal a look on him at the kitchen….hehe”
This was the photo we have given to each other. I've known from my closefriend that till highschool he had my photos on his wallet.
With that thought of having a photo together, on our graduation day i insisted to have him in our group photos even if he don't like. That was the last day i saw him. I had my secondary studies in Manila and he stayed in Bicol which i don't know if he graduated from higschool.
I never heard about him in 9 years, accidentally i came to see him in 2001 when i go with my cousin in Taytay Rizal. I didn't know that we will visit their place nor my cousin knows that he was my classmate and my first crush. There i've known that he got married at the age of 17 and soon to be a father.
Now they are already separated and his kids (boy & girl) are with him.
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