GOD IS SO GREAT!

Thank you so much Oh God!

Months ago my household leader and room mate (Ate Myrna) has been asking me if i will join the CFC Middle East Conference. I told them, "No I won't" Why? "I don't have money". My HHL told me okay if you want we'll make a way...No, thanks dear! Then at home Ate Myrna used to tell me "Sheng, common lets be a part of that big event.. "I told her i don't have the plan coz wa me budget...(sobrang negative ko ngaun...infact kahit pambayad ng bhay and food allowance wala ako) ...but if God really wants me to be there He will make a way. So in short....Yesterday, Ate Dolly gave me a call, asking if i wanna join coz she will give her slot to me. Oh! is this the way God has given me? I was glad of course but at the same time sad coz Ate Dolly won't be there... So now Ate Myrna and I will be present to that celebration (We'll miss you there Chie).

God is so good to me...

OVERLOADED?

No updates??

I have so much time but no chances. :)!? No, the truth is i have so much things to write but don't know where to start...hmmm i find it really difficult to contruct sentences from all the ideas that i have in mind...

Overloaded or work? No, over loaded with ideas...

HOW ARE YOU SHENG?

Physically

Slim is beauty! I don't think so....

I'm tryin' to gain some weight but i don't have appetite to eat esp in the morning.

My hyperacidity will trigger (depending on the food i take) anytime....followed by migraine.

I got body and muscle pains.....wish i got the chance to go home to have an overall body massage.


Emotionally

Hubby

Worried all the time.
Just an hours ago....i received a call from him explaining about the message which was sent to me by mistake. Don't know what's goin' on him now. I could feel that he's no longer honest to me.....


Room mates

We're ok....though sometimes we have misunderstandings..... but that's life....
I thank God I have them espAte Myrna...though sometimes she's listening to same sentiments...

Sis in law

Pride! This is all i have!!!
Besides I have not started all this conflicts that we have. I have suffered so much in all the things that she did to me....so i don't have any plan to bow down my head on her.

I don't care about the poeple who says that i have so much pride in me. Who they are to question me that or to tell me that? They were not the one who experienced all the pain and heartaches so they don't have the right!!!


Family

I'm so disappointed with my bro...he's getting into my nerve for being so irresponsible and immature!!!!


Financially

Totally broke...

Mentally

I'm learning a lot from all experiences and problems that comes into my life and i gain wisdom from others experiences.. I think I'm a real grown up and matured person now.

THE START........................................

Labis na nababagabag ang aking kalooban sa mga oras na ito!!!!

By mistake na isend skin ni pangit ang message na sabi nia "para daw un sa gf ng barkada nia". I don't know kung sa barkada nia nga ba un??? He called early morning just to inform me na nde un galing sa kanya.

Hmmmmm.... umpisa na siguro ng kinatatakutan ko. Right now nde ako makahinga..... ang bigat bigat ng dibdib ko....parang gusto kong umiyak......

Ang hirap.........